true self

met you by an incident..

know you by surroundings..

lie to you to protect myself..

it made both of us hurt inside..

loosing our true identity..

to please others..

i try to stay with you..

but for the 1st time..

i see the different you..

this time knowing you by understanding..

we're same..

from the beginning..

you let my real me..

that i shouldn't show to others..

not even my family know..

although they said they knew me..

i never show the real me on anyone..

but you made me..

that's why i must be hypocrite..

to protect people like you..

from a person like me..

well..

what so real about me?

i'm so cruel that no one can soften my heart..

letting people suffer just because of my 'none of MY business' thing..

i've lost my humanity for a long time ago..

maybe i don't have any from the beginning..

you never knew what kind of person i am..

holding back with everything that you got..

i hate you that could do it..