Saturday 30 March 2013

penantian yg menyusahkan

awk,sy da penat sangat nk tnggu awk..i'm really tired of waiting for you to reply me..waiting for every single thing that related to you..please..i wanna let everything go..i don't want to keep it..i wanna live happily..survive is the only thing i can do..i'm searching for my own happiness..each time when other people that trying their best to love me,it will reveal everything about you..it makes me feel disappointed with stupid me..well,i don't really care anything 'bout you actually..or maybe a little..or maybe a lot..naahh!!i don't know..actually,i want to know..why did you give and let me hope?you promised me..give me the spirit to win your heart..but why did you let me down after everything???!!!!i am your friend!!!you idiot!!!i saw you cry..i know your stories..i love you for 5 years,sh*t!!!i'm willing to do anything for you!!what do you want more!!???

seriously..i really hate you right now..but darn it!!i miss you..a lot..i want to get start over and stop me from love you..