Dasar gedik!

Ko yg beriye iye nk sngat colour tu td..bising kat jln tar takde..pastu complain tak cukup besar la.tak cukup panjang la..excuse me!! Then why bother with what i've bought for myself! Just what do you want from me? You're being bias with me,dear! And don't mess with me ever!

Kawan tinggalkan kawan.

Dengan housemate sendiri pon ade perang dingin tau..! Saling perli.saling nganjing.saling tikam belakang.saling menipu.saling mencurik..sume ade saling.pasal ape? Kalau sorg start,org lain pon kene tempiasnye..there's no ending in this matter unless,everyone duduk bincang then sume kne sound setepek kat muke baru nk sedar..mungkin jugak kne bertumbuk dulu baru puas hati masing2? Aq bukan nk persoalkan sorg2 dr korg pasal pape..tp melampau la klau ko angin kat n ngan m pastu lepas geram kat aq just because i'm their roommate..itu over bro!! Diorg yg kluar pegi sane sini,aq pulak yg ko sisihkan..aq bukan tau diorg pegi mne pon..! So stop release your stress on me!!! Just be true to them and tell them what you want! Bukan aq yg kluar pegi jumpe artis atau pegi overnight ngan lelaki yg suke kat ko pdhal ko ckp ko dah anggap dy mcm abg..duuuhhh!!obiously tu care ko nk move on dr ex ko..skarang tak pasal2 aq jd org tgh.kan bodoh namenye..klau aq mcm diorg bnyak duit asal stress kluar asal stress kluar boleh la..aq ni middle class je..mampu utk beli ape yg aq nk namun mesti ape yg aq nk tu dlm budget aq la..still aq bersyukur dgn ape yg ade.. Amek ko panjang berjela aq type haa!!!ok la gtg!!babai..

Brokenhearted lady

Once,there was a lady trying her hardest to be best in her friends' hearts.but,they ignore her as she always make mistakes.well,she is a clumsy lady.they ignore her unless the time for her to pay the rental money together or when the lady have lots of money.she is really easy to get fooled by her friends.she always help them.but they always mad at her and ignore what she said.they said she is an annoying lady.

The lady notices that her friends change their attitudes towards her.she often keep silence because she doesn't want her friends to keep ignore her.but things remain the same.they purposely forget her.one of their friend fell sick.they went out without tell her or the sick friend.they treat her like a burden if they stay with her.so the lady gone mad.she go out to a mall without telling them where she wanna go.she leaves the mall as they arrive at the mall where she went.since then,the lady never want to trust anyone easily anymore.

menyoal hati

adekah kau merindu?
merindukan dia?
kenapa dia?
bagaimana kedua org tuamu pula?
adekah ruang utk mereka?
jikalau ade,berape besar ruang utk mereka?
lebih kecil dr utk si dia?
mengapa bukan mereka yg kau rindui tp dia?
bukankah Allah menjadikan kedua ibu bapamu yg melahirkan dirimu?
sifat tamak kau bisa memusnahkan segala yg kau bina.
sabar...
satu persatu kalau kau mahu kecapi impianmu itu
pasti semua akn tercapai jika kau bersabar dan tabah.
namun usaha itu sangat diperlukan.

#peringatanuntukdirisendiri

a little feeling from my heart

i get it.
that you're mad at me.
but i have apologize.
what is it that you want me to do?
all of you!
say it out loud!
i can't read your mind!
i can't understand you!
can't you see?
you're the one who said that friends is an important relationship to you.
but you're the one who break this relationship.
so why would i care about you anyway?
i trusted all of you more than my own sister!
but you always betray me.
and i get the blame.

oh,crush!

ok..kali ni baru pasal akmal.ok.first,akmal nk balek lebih kurang dlm 5 bulan lebih lg.tp sem lepas,i thought i have move on from getting involve with him la.tp sebelom check result,i stalk him for the what time,third or fourth time in that sem.punyela aq bangga dah tak up to date pasal dy sangat.skali!!nk blek thn kau!!haa..ko hado??!!!gugup aq.masalah cms hang buat otak aq pon hang.dpt result,meraung smpai kak ct blek dr indon,sepanjang tnggu kak ct blek aq stalk dy mcm nokharey!aq rase mcm hilang confidence,hilang iman aq skali.lepas tu Allah punye kuasa,aq solat blek.muhasabah diri.Alhamdulillah.jatuh tergeliat sikit je.azam aq 2014 aq ikhlaskan diri aq blek,sentiase bersangka baik,good vibes blek,aq suntikkan sikit2 dlm diri aq semula,mule ingat blek sbb aq kat sini.nape aq terima tesl.nape terbukak hati amek tesl.ingat blek sbb aq bwak diri kat kl ni.org2 yg aq sayang..org yang aq nk tebus blek silap mase spm dulu,aq dah start nk utk ubah attitude aq..persepsi aq..utk diri aq..

long time no see!

name pon long time no see.so ni kedua kalinye post blog utk 2014,but i'm a first timer for posting using phone apps..kekeke..anyways,i don't wanna talk about anything related with crush..BUT!!this is related with my sad daily life.what a burdensome!actually,ade la satu minah poyo ni menyusahkan..bukan satu la..ade several girls..they "stress" about new sect.complain complain & complain!well,aq pon nk komplen la..korg annoying sangat!aq taktau apehal diorg ni.aq sekelas kate takde kwn.majority dy kenal org dlm class so ape masalahnye aq pon taktau.klau aq yg memberontak tu takpe la..aq turun class..dy memberontak taktau alasan ape..dah la tu..nk tukar pon nk nyusahkan org lain.nemo stress pon dy bertahan je duduk sect 14?ko baru naik satu level da gedik nk mampos..nak tukar pegi la rengek kat mak bapak ko.diorg elok je kat kg ko tu.aq ni lain.ade mak satu2nye..susah sikit masok class baru,nak give up.menyedihkan perangai.pandai sound org lain bile kene batang hidung bukan main lemau ko ye?!!so jauh2kan la diri dr org2 mcm ni..

p/s: sorry,sbenarnye yg ni da save utk tulis bnde lain.tp main selit2 je..hehe